i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to.
waking up next to you is my favourite thing in the world. you think you look disgusting and i know you feel grotty because i do too but seeing you look so raw and so real (and so beautiful) only proves to me that i’m not still trapped in a beautiful dream from the night before.